Daisuke's album still didn't arrive here.
I keep having paranoia about it.
Maybe it got lost on it's way or maybe the postman was here when I wasn't and the delivery note got lost somehow.
I mean I listened to it already but fuck, I just want to hold it in my hands.
I want to play it in my dad's music room on full volume and close my eyes.

Right now I'm forcing myself to diet as I'm utterly unhappy about how fat I am.
Being hungry makes my migraine get stronger and I get depressed without the sugar and stuff.
Yet, right now I'm trying my best.