well, because I'm all too lovable.
with my flaws that don't deserve such a pretty word as "flaws" is.
they're supposed to wear names like "desaster" and "earthquake" and "euthanasia" but not "flaw".
well, let's just, for a minute, think that I'm an actually lovable person.
why do people fall in love with me.
no, it's rather, why don't I fall in love with them?
simply put I just don't fall in love with people.
it doesn't happen.
the only love I feel is for broken people.
dying people. people that hate their life even more that I ever did.
people that don't care enough about themselves to actually being able to care about others.
people that die from drinking too much and being to stupid to actually take their meds the right way.
I love people so much that I start hating them.

why would you love me? because you can pity me?
do you think you need to care for me?