I just need to survive these few days.
I really wanna see Kyo again, cause I haven't for 2 years already.
I feel closer to him since last years happening.
So I really want to live until then.
But it's tearing me apart and right now I'm not even sure if I can keep my will to die quiet until then.
I'm fighting myself.
I will leave my soul there.
And die after, that's alright.
Just one pretty day.