I'm not even sure if my constant migraine is real.
how about if I just think it's there because there needs to be something to complain about other then the love of my life being dead.
either way it makes me want to put a knife right into my left temple.
this is a new beginning. somehow.
when I closed my livejournal I did it because I didn't feel near anyone on there.
I didn't feel secure about posting personal stuff either.
this way I won't get many 'friends' on here and I will feel a little more secure.
-L
